When you get quiet and begin perceiving the void without any resistance, you allow that perception to grow to a deeply scary but quietful perception which once it’s stable, will allow you to realize the source of perception. You will find that this quiet spot it’s not just origin of yourself but of all kind of life. Only in this deep and integrated experience you will be able to recognice that source as God, and disolve in love in him; there all will make sense. This discovery is what’s drives me.